Another year gone

So here it is my yearly end of another year post.  I kinda posted more than just one post a year this time so a slight improvement.

This year has been the hardest in my life. Decisions made that would turn not just my world upside down but the mouselings too.

My journey in life has had many a twisted turn and for a long time I have been lost, unhappy and very alone. Surprising when you are surrounded by many who love you.
As time has gone on and years passed my marriage has become distant and no longer the close net it once was, not that we didn't try. This year I made the choice to end it. Heartbreaking for all but its time to let everyone find themselves and find happiness again before hatred and resentment rolls into place and all that was once good is truly lost forever.

I am sorry and fight my morals daily over my decision, after all marriage is supposed to be forever something i truly believe, and I wish something so broken could be fixed but something's are just not meant to be.
We will always be a family after all the Mouselings are so very lucky to have not just a mother but also a father who cherish and love them dearly and no one will take that away from them. The mouselings are and always will be number 1.

So as the new year dawns I will not look back at 2015 as an end but the way for a new beginning. 2016 although will be tough I can find myself again and find my lost laughter.  With new adventures waiting and new friends yet too be met. I have two jobs I surprisingly love and 3 very amazing children who are a strength no other can give.

So here's to 2016 a fresh start for moving forward. No looking back with tears just a warm smile and lessons learnt.

To family and friends I thank you for always being there to hold my hand and wipe my tears, for telling me I'm wrong when I'm wrong and being brutally honest. But also to remind me how strong I can be. I Love you dearly ❤❤💋💋

So here's to 2016, a year where dreams can come true, to stronger friendships, love and happiness. May all of your new year contain the same.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!