At the young age of 30 something, i never feel like a day over 16 and often act like it especially around my nearest and dearest as they haven't quite grown up either ;)
However this year has seriously aged me. I know this for the following reasons:
1) I'm far to accepting of my quirkiness, I used to hide this and kept a lot of me hidden. These days I really do have the attitude of I don't care what the world thinks I am me and I quite like me :)
2) I have started to write a bucket list!! It mainly consists of just seeing the world as its the only real thing I haven't done yet, plus a few crazy stunts I think everyone should do.
3) I'm starting to frown upon fizzy drinks in aid to drink tea and more tea
4) My fancy dress outfits are now looked upon as how well they hold up against the elements as I don't like the cold instead of how sexy I wish I looked when wearing it.
5) I'm starting to enjoy being curled up on the sofa with my blanket wrapped round me and my cats curled up wither on me or next me... Yes I may be having the start of crazy cat lady syndrome!!
All said and done I am not completely ready for my zimmer frame yet, my bucket list can vouch for that but it has scared me how much I suddenly feel aged. Maybe its because so much has happened and maybe I don't feel aged just grown as a person. I certainly feel stronger and wiser...well for 5min at least ;p Definitely a bizzare year and I certainly feel blessed to have my beautiful family and friends to enjoy the good parts and to hold my hand and cry with me at the bad :)
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