I`m Back  - well for 5mins

So what a year.. it`s not been the best. Loosing a close friend in their terms was unexpected and i will always see an empty chair when we family of friends gather. Then i lost another friend so sad as they were just taken so soon. Now they always say things happen in 3`s but im glad to say we broke that rule so far although my middle child almost came close. She has been very poorly but made me realise how fantastic my parents are and how their support and love has helped my own family pull through. I also have been ill and ended up in hospital having a back operation.....but the hardest thing was having to give up my dream job because of it.

So definately safe to say its been rough BUT with life you are constantly surviving and with great family and friends i have to say its a bit unreal of what we have achieved despite all of this.

I still managed 2 gigs at wembly and let the music simple help me party and ignore my agony  - probably didnt help my back in the long run but atleast i didnt give up.

We had ana amzing holiday in cyprus. BU above all my girls have come leaps in bounds with their school work winning many awards and all have done well in sports. My middle daughter despit being ill has manged to gain 3 belts in her karate and my youngest learnt to swim forwards/backwards and dive in the space of 10 days just to name a few. We have laughed and cried together and i`m poroud to say i have an amazing bond with my children and husband. Without it im not sure i would have survied this year. 

I guess what im thinking is despite all the doom and gloom remember there is always someone out their to hold your hand through and never be afraid to accept it. Life can be pretty lonely as well as hard but always made easier with a bit of support and lots of laughter....who cares if Joe bloggs oppisite thinks youve gone mad!!

Always carry hope in your pocket and love in your heart xx