Loserville with a capital L

Ok so I know I am most cetainly not the most intelligent person in the word, but I'm also not the most stupid!

Yet somehow I cannot say anything without someone adding to it or just re phrasing what I've said to make them feel they have given the solution because I'm apparently to dumb too.  I also can't seem to say anything, even when asked without having my head bitten off! I've quite frankly had enough. If I am the biggest loser from loserville who is so stupid and may as well be invisible and has no value at all, stop asking me for my opinion and don't expect to hear my voice anymore as there is not freaking point to it!  I give up :(

One completely fecked off mouse!! Humph!!

Snow

Ok ok I know I hear the groans at the back.... Snow is a pain in the bum because the world seems to stop but let's focus on the good things!

Normally we go sledding but unfortunatly because I am falling apart at the seems and have hurt my achillies tendons we couldn't participate this year... So far.

However I have to say I love the snow the place just seems beautiful as its glistens in the white glow. Plus its an excuse to be a little kid again ;)

I remember the first time I have ever seen snow. I must have been about 4 years old and I was asleep. It felt like the middle of the night when my dad excitedly awoke me, but I think it was more like 9pm. He gently awoke me and said 'look half pint, its white outside its been snowing. Want to make a snowman with daddy?'. As I nodded sleepily yes I remember being tucked into my red snow suit and having the time if my life playing with in the snow with my parents and brothers.  That was also my first memory of knowing how close we all are.  After that we still squeal at snow.

So this morning it was music to hear my lil ones squeal as they awoke to snow this morning.

As I said sledding wasn't on the menu but making a cool snowman in the garden certainly was!

Enjoy the little snow we have had this year and more we may yet recieve and remember that fun childhood well spent ;)

Allergies

Allergies are so darn annoying :(

Growing up I was pretty healthy never suffered with much well so I thought.  It's not till adulthood that I'm realising I have so many allergies! Some I have gained in adult hood like finding out I'm lactose intolerent however some I've realised I always have had them just always seemed to advoid the things that set them off, well that and my amazing parents, like my ezcema and allergy to lanolin and similar versions of it.  So why do I keep finding products that have them all in when I could advoid them when I was younger!

Or is it I'm being to think that we just put so much more of this stuff in our products to pack it out so it is cheaper to produce?!?  I know with food stuffs they always add milk proteins to pack it out, although that is a good thing for me as I can't eat all the crappy food they do this too LOL. Still its terrible to keep adding all this junk to what we eat and use every day its not right!

Lost

Does anyone ever feel they are lost. Not as in lost your can't find where your going, but as a person?

I sometimes feel I'm lost, that I'm no longer who I once was. I can't decide if this is a good or bad thing. It's an unusual feeling and one quite hard to describe.

On one hand is it because I've grown and I'm simply not the person I was years ago because of it. But then begs the question who am I now?  And why do I just see blackness when I see think of this question!

Hmmmm

Happy hump day

Hump day is upon us again...is it just me or does the weeks seem to be flying past? 

Happy birthday to my Gran as well and my friends handsome lil man who is 3 today :)

Generally in a good mood although the powers be are trying their best to turn that upside down!!